We had an amazing 16 days...Olivia loved having daddy home, as did I....We really didn't go out here and do so much, but we are closer than ever now, we had some deep conversations. It felt reallly good. Now we only have about 30 days and he'll be home again...for good...welll...not really.=P
One thing I didn't really like is him disciplining Olivia. He would tap her on her hand/butt when she would disobey me. He said he doesn't like how she over rules me sometimes and thinks she can negotiate with me. Which i agree with, i don't like it either...more so than him. BUT idk it kinda made my heart hurt for her bcuz he's missed out on so much and here is daddy spankin her on leave. idk maybe im jus emotional. She does need discipline like that tho these days. She thinks she can run over top of me, and I get SOO frustrated with her, i kinda just give in sometimes. Bad of me, believe i know!
**TMI** Well im not on birthcontrol, tried to make an appt. to get on it b4 hubby got home, but they were booked. So I just bought a bunch of condoms. Well we used those condoms for about 3 days, if that then just did tha pull out method blah. Idk im very skeptical right now. Yes i would love very much for Olivia to have a baby brother or sister but i don't think im emotionaly, mentally ready for another child. He would love another, but then again he missed half of Olivia's life already...idk.
Well im exhausted, I have Malek again after 2 months w/o. she has to do PT again now so i have him startin at 600-1630 everyday. Olivia missed him soo much, i actually did too...They play so well together. It's cutest thing. Im gonna hate to move and tear them apart =P Ima try to come back and do a better update, i jus kinda skimmed thru some days in this. <3
Sara Lemons
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