Finally, a day off. Yesterday, NJM 2010 day 8, was my dad's birthday. I give him a lot of credit where it's deserved. Every year, he gives up his birthday money given to him by his brothers/mom, to renew the plate tags for the cars. It's a horrid thing. Over $100 for stickers. Where is the logic in that? Why does it cost so much? Sorry, maybe I'm naive to this whole idea because I don't drive, but it's crazy that it costs so damn much.
Work is just that. I do a whole lot of walking. A whole lot of talking. And I guess a whole lot of something right because I was listed as a lead host - after 6 months. I am getting trained on some new computer system which I want to be very excited about, but it seems to be a whole lot of work for nothing. Oh well.
Corey and I have had some great conversations recently. I have been able to fully open up to him. Not saying that I haven't ever been able to - well, actually, I haven't. I fear opening up to anyone. There are things about me that some people know, there are other things that other people know. But no one actually knows EVERYTHING about me. No one. It's a lonely place to be...stuck within yourself. Being honest, I'm not sure I have ever really allowed anyone to ever try to learn about me. With Corey, I feel completely safe. And that...in itself...scares the shit out of me.
Today, my day off, NJM 2010 day 9, I will be doing a whole lot of nothing. I might be sleeping over Corey's tonight, but really not too much planned. Maybe checking out some old DVR'ed tv shows. Not sure. Regardless of what it is, I will be doing more nothing than anything! Yay for days off! |
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