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When I Am Old, I Shall Wear Midnight
by Kyamyst

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04/24/2010

It took me three weeks of my entire sleeping pattern becoming pretty much non-existent, sleeping 36 hours straight and not eating for four days (I finally grabbed some kind of food relief at three this morning when I grilled sausages though I wasn't really hungry before and still aren't) and the reading one of my favourites online to realise...I'm depressed. After weeks of trying to prove to myself that I'm not, I have finally admitted...that I am.

Bloody god damn hate this!

Kya

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re: yes, one takes the mushroom to have the mystical experience. To become enlightened.

The Siberian shaman gather mushrooms in the snow, and hang them on pine trees to dry out, and the n bec everyone is snowed in, the shaman climbs down the chimney to deliver the magical mushroom. Not only that by the reindeer eat these mushrooms, and they would drink the urine of the raindeer. and it was also thought that the reindeer with flying on the fly agaric (amanita muscaria) as well. flying rain dear. and so on...
In Greece you often see statues of little boys peeing. This is because some entheogens are not psycho active if you just take them orally, but do became psychoactive once passed through the body- the urine. They often drank the urine of little boys, bec the urine was a lot cleaner then some old battle worn person, or peasant. Some types of mushrooms are not pleasant to eat, one can get very sick, and not even get the experienced that was sought, but their urine becomes a powerful psychoactive substance, after having ate them. same with the reindeer up North.

re: I'm deaf o one ear, and hard of hearing in the other- i hear about 70% in one ear, which isn't to bad at all. but yes. I'm very heard of hearing. been through all kinds of test and operations since i was a child, be the left just has a hole in the ear drum, I've it it repaired, but it always gets infected, and te hole come right back. so i live with it, it;s okay. but i talk a little funny, and spell funny- but actually my spelling has improved tremendously over the years. that and google spell check,lol helps.

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