Rats, Frogs, my life!

10/01/2010

Bio-Chem2 has been fun so far. I usually hate anything to do with science class
because of the people who were in my class, my teachers, or my grade because I did
not understand how to do something. Frogs, cow eyes, pea plants, corn, rats. Yes,
that is something you dissect in a lab at school. My life is an experiment (or at
least it feels that way). I am am killed and cut open without a care, and the first thing that
happens my heart gets ripped out and stabbed by my family. It feels like no one care
that their pulling me in two different directions. Then they reach my brain. MIND
CONTROL, FUN FUN! My dad like s to tell me things which are and or are not true, and
I am gullible so I tend to believe what he has to say and either end up doing
something that I regret saying or doing or just screw up in life. I sometimes gain
from it in the end. Their are only a few thing that keep me off the verge of hell,
which is my faith, my grandma, my boyfriend and his family, and my sister. When I wake up
in the morning I have a routine but it is always ruined by the evil of my mother and
then my day is off to a bad start. I get on the bus and wait for my boyfriend to get on
which is such a relief because he actually understands where I am coming from. I get
to school and the air smells like drama, of course. Life is always hectic when you
come to school and all you have is people getting up in your business, yeas we have
to put up with them for 12 years, but that doesn't mean they have to make it living
hell for all of us who really don't want it. After schools over I go home and their is my
mother to get right in my face again from earlier in the day. I am glad to see my dad
because he actually makes my world round not square like almost everyone else. I go
to work and am relieved because work is my safe haven I can go there to my dream
job and have no cares in the world, and love to be there but sad when I have to leave.
I wish I could just get away from the annoying things in my life and just haven the
good. But the only problem is that is not the real world.