You are everything I want cause you are everything I'm not.
I don't understand how my daughter has to get up at six in the morning.
But anyways, since Fresh Beat Band is on && she's being quiet I'd thought this would be a good time to go ahead && get on the computer.
Well, like I said we've been moving since last weekend. Yesterday we were supposta get some furniture from one of Gregs friends. It was going to be free, so that was going to help us out alot. Well, they had it in their basement && when they went to move it they turned it over && I guess from all the moisture && stuff in there it had mold && shit all over it.
So, we had to go rent furniture from Rent- A- Center. It just seems like everytime I turn around it's something else. I'm just afraid we aren't going to be able to afford any of this. We are going from like no bills to a million bills. Which he has a good job, but I don't even have a job. So we are doing all this on one paycheck. Plus we have Destiny && another kid on the way. It's just stressing me out.
I guess I'll know after the first month of bills how it's going to be. Which we have extra money now from taxes, but thats going fast too.
He's being in asshole too, which doesn't make my being stressed out any better. I know he's stressed out too, but he doesn't have to be like that. It just seems like it doesn't matter what I say to him he always has some smart ass remark to say back. Like constantly. It's stupid.
I'm just going to try && not stress about it. In all reality, we can afford it. But we won't have that much extra money.
I applied for foodstamps && medicaid when I lived with him && his parents && they went by Greg's income && he made too much money for me to get them. So, I'm pregnant && I have to pay all my doctor bills myself. So I guess one good thing about all these bills now is that maybe I can get Medicaid. Which, I don't think they count luxury bills, like cable, internet, furniture, car payment.
But we have a huge rent payment, gas, electric && water bills now.
So MAYBE... Just maybe...
Jessica |
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