Are you fucking kidding me right now? So, I'm pretty much going from my first entry to a whole bunch of bitching. That's always nice isn't it? =]
I feel like complete shit right now && I don't know why. Which it would prolly be pretty easy to blame it on being pregnant, but I think I might actually be getting the flu on top of being pregnant. I was throwing up before, but it's way worse now && it should be getting better instead of worse. I feel like my muscles are weak too && I barely want to do anything.
My lower back is like the worst part tho. So I don't know. It could be just part of being pregnant or it could be something else. Who knows? Not me, that's for sure. I've been moving into a new house since Sunday tho so maybe I'm just wore out from all that.
I'm stealing someone's internet && it's freaking slow && it's pissing me off, lol. OMG...
I seriously keep getting so pissed about really stupid stuff. I mean like, WAY overly pissed. It sucks cause I don't wanna be pissed all the time && I don't want to be a bitch to everyone, but just seems like that's just kinda how I've been lately. Seriously, listen to this...
They hooked up my cable today && I was going thru the channels to make sure I had MTV cause you know, Teen Mom Finale && all that... That's the whole reason I made sure they got it hooked up today cause I didn't wanna miss it, even tho they will play it a million times over. Well, I'm looking thru the channels and guess what? No MTV! So Greg comes home from work && first thing I'm like, "So we don't have fucking MTV!" && he's just like, "Okay." Well, that pissed me off that he didn't care. {Yes, I know that's retarded} So, we end up arguing a little back && forth && to make a long story sort... I start fucking crying cause I'm so pissed about the damn TV, lol. But I walked outta the room cause I didn't want him to know I was crying. I didn't even know why the hell I was crying && I didn't want to look stupid. Well, he comes in the room && saw tears running down my face I guess && he was like, "Are you seriously crying cause we don't have MTV?" so then we both had to laugh && everything was fine.
But that's seriously how stressed out && hormonal I am right now. It's funny but it's not. I'm crying over MTV && causing fights over stupid shit. Which, not to try && make the crying look less stupid or anything, but I don't think it was just the TV. I think I was stressed the last 4 days && that was the last straw, lol. Oh, && turns out we had MTV the whole damn time. I just missed it when I went thru the channels I guess.
But this internet is pretty slow && making me mad so I guess I should get off here before I start crying over that too, lol. I'm sure they want me off of here anyways; So I'll be nice.
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i just finished watching the finale, it was really good. i'm ready for the new season of 16&pregnant.
჻ೋ჻ No I want to actually get rid of it. I'm making a huge pile near my dining table of stuff I'm going to post on craigslist, from a toy organizer, to My Little Pony's gallore, to a Winnie The Pooh ride on lol. I want it gone, there just isn't enough room and she doesn't play with a lot of it. ჻ೋ჻
sadly i agree i would of cryed too. I saw most of the finale but feel asleep so i got it waiting on my dvr. well at least you have it now, did you ever get to watch it. are u going to watch the second season of 16 and pregnaunt?
