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it is what it is...
by iT's JESSiCA BABii &

previous entry: o03. Electric, Phones, and Texting. *PIXS*

Got nothing better to do.

03/09/2009





Damnit.

I haven't wrote in awhile. Been sorta depressed.

I just decided that if none of my so called friends want to hang out with me, they dont have to. As of now, almost everyone is cut off. I'm only making a few exceptions, but really, I've had enough.

And them not wanting to hang out with me prolly has alot to due with the fact that daniel calls every 5 minutes when i'm with them and then I hafta end up going home earlier then we planned because he's either mad that im gone, or can't handle the baby and im sure that bothers them.

I'm sick of being the outcast ever since I had a kid and I'm sick of people not calling me and I'm sick of them wanting to do nothing else except go to bars and drink themselves stupid. They think they're cool with their stories from the weekends, "oh man I got so drunk this weekend, I was falling everywhere" it sounds like that commercial with that kid telling stories about how she "drank too much last night" and was with "that guy" and then it says "So why is it cool when you tell the story" or something like that and you just have to sit back and think about it. It's so true.

You see, there is a difference. Having a drink or two is not a bad thing, it's the way people act and the way they spend money when doing it. Drinks turn into 10 drinks and they act all stupid and then have contests to see who can drink the most. It's totally ridiculous.

I'm not against it because I dont drink it's because of the way they act. I actually do drink on occassion. Do you honestly think I think you're cool if you've had too much to drink? Do you think I care what happened to you? This isnt highschool anymore, grow the fuck up!

And another thing, what people do may not be any of my business but dont ever sit there and make it my business. By telling me stories and doing stupid things you make it mine so everyone should just stop it. The best story would be "Yeah I went out last night, had a couple of drinks. I had fun". Plain and simple not carrying on about it. It's stupid. There's more to life than alcohol. Losers.

And dont even get me started about people in this town who are on welfare. None of them need it, they just do it cause they're too lazy to get a job. And I think some people really need it, and thats perfectly fine if you do. But these girls don't and they are going around buying new clothes and shoes and makeup with welfare money. And then they want to come to my house, looking all good in their new stuff, and borrow diapers and medicine and everything else for their kid....

Apparently that wasnt on their mind when they got their check. The clothes was more important....

One last thing, I dunno if this applies to everyone and has nothing to do with the above but if your electric bill is real high. Check your damn water heater temp setting. I bet if they electric company turened it on and lit your pilot they set it on high, I noticed after two months and 168% water temp that never ran out. We readjusted the setting and it dropped my electric $50-$75 a month. They are robbing us. Damn the man....




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yea that kinda happens. You have grown up and sounds like some of your friends hasnt.

I hope things get better for you!!
take care!

[TheLazyNinjaStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Aw thank you. Yeah it was my hope too & it was a total surprise. My friends had bailed on me so mom & dad took me to vegas. It was fun.

[Gunpowder&Lead|0 likes] [|reply]

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