looking at today's tears to bring tommorrow's strength
Just like a star across my sky...
You know...i thought it would be bad telling Josh how i really felt about him, but it wasn't. At first I thought I was just rambaling...but it turned out ok . I told him about my past shadows and all the naughty things i did. And you know what? He accepted it. I told him that he came along when i felt that i was ready for a real emotional relationship and that I haven't had sex with anyone but him since we've been together...and that alone should speak VOLUMES about how I feel about him. I could've been down here having all kinds of dirty girl sex, but I haven't. I've been staying true to him. And you know what? I'm totally happy! I love him. Lord knows I do. And while I was telling him this, I found that not one word was wrong. It all was true and it felt so good to tell him this stuff and know that he can role with the punches felt so good! It felt so good I cried. THAT'S RIGHT! I CRIED LIKE A BIG DANG BABY! Lol...yeah afterwards i felt ridiculus for crying and sure he teased me and called me a big crybaby! But I know he was touched by my feelings. It feels good to be with him! HE'S ONE IN A MILLION YALL!
love must be as much a light...
as it is a flame.
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