Testing is still coming out negative i am seriously getting really annoyed with it.. today i had my OB appointment it was the worst waste of time that has ever happened in my life. got there and basically she told me the same exact thing she told me last time. i asked her about the possibility of her sending me for the HSG and she totally completely ignored me.. i am soo frustrated beyond belief, she basically doesent want to do a damn thing so i am back at square one alone in all of this. i was sooo upset after that i cried for hours, i didnt want to be around anyone at all i just wanted to be alone and felt bad because i pushed hubby away and all he was trying to do was help me.. went over to my moms and took pictures of her holding parker and then i got to hold parker for like a half hour and honestly holding that precious little boy made everything better and im looking a little bit on the lighter side.
the plan of action is that i am thinking about going back to my old OB and talking to him about getting back on the treatments that he had me on. if that doesent work or he wont put me on the treatments hubby said that we can try and find an RE and pay out of pocket for it. we are going to save our tax money so that we will have some money put aside for it.
well thats about it i will update tomorrow.
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I hope you can get back with your old ob and back on to treatment, fingers crossed for you
