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you can't unthink a thought;
by amanda dawn

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i get a shock, shock;

08/09/2009

hurts to heal.

it has been so long since i have been here.
so much has happened.
yet, i feel like nothng ever changes.

i am moving in two weeks.
i don't know that i'm ready to leave this part of my life behind.
it's been two and a half years.
but i think it's time.

i had to put the bunny down on monday.
i dont know if the feelings of guilt will ever go away.
the vet said that i can't blame myself.
bunnies hide when they're sick because they don't want to be preyed upon.
i just wish i knew.
i wish i could have saved him.
i hope he wasn't afraid.
i loved him more than anything else.
he was a good friend.

i quit one of my jobs.
freedom is sweet,
when the days aren't so grey.

i haven't been true to myself,

and i'm just realizing it now.

rest in peace my love.

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Aww!! I'm so sorry to hear about your bunny. That's terrible. At least you didn't make him suffer longer, and let him go in peace. You're a good mommy. *hugs*

I'm glad you are getting more freedom from one less job, and hopefully this new place will give you a boost of energy.

[kel-syStar|0 likes] [|reply]

*hugs* My lovely wifey, it has been ages. I am sorry about your loss. I wish you the safest of travels on your new adventure. Love you lots and lots!

[Kristin with an i|0 likes] [|reply]

it's harder than it sounds, being true to yourself.

[silver cynic|0 likes] [|reply]

i'm so sorry your bunny died. they really are good at hiding when they're ill. finna hid it well, so did oli.

[& skull.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

oh bunny. rip. [hug]

free days are the best days.

[lady jodiStar|0 likes] [|reply]

ryc;; yeah, I've figured that part out. I'm not done with the situation yet though

thanks

[lady blackbird.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

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