Eh, I hate it when you go from flirting to crushing. It sucks! I hate it so much. Mainly because the guy that I like has a girlfriend, and he is the most untrustworthy guy a girl could not ask for. He is really bad.
And I am crushing!
Ughh goodness.
I really wanna wrestle his tongue right about now. (: I am so going to get hurt.
I can see it now..
it is not that I care that he is has a girlfriend, I just care that I am falling for a guy with a girlfriend. I am a part of his cheating. It makes me feel terrible but excited at the same time.
I also want to see him now to see if he regretted it or not. I hope he didnt. And I heard from my sister that him and his girlfriend broke up because a picture was taken of me and him. Joy? Right.
I would be happy and all but if he asks me out or anything I would automatically say no because I know that he is the last person on the earth that I would ever trust.
La la la (:
Also, I dont know if I can go to youth group with Matt anymore. My mom is using the whole we all need to go to the same church. Well mother, I also need to be happy by making out with Matthew (:
So if I cant go I am going to freak the fuck out. |
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