Today was pretty damn shitty, I have been so cranky, lazy, and been feeling very tried lately. It is because I havent been taking my zoloflit. But taking a pill to make you function and actually happy makes me feel like I am not even happy in the first place. It depresses me. Why cant I just be happy anyways? Why do I need a pill?
I feel like getting over Cody, we are never going to be together like I want us to be. That is just how life is. It is hard though because He is all that i want to see right now. I just want him
And it hurts. |