F! My Life!

03/19/2010

I am getting so annoyed. My mom pisses me off so much. I am so sick of her saying "I don't know." God damnit bitch do you know anything? Why can't I go to a fucking church fuction. For god sakes, I usually just smoke weed or get drunk when I am not doing something that is invovling church. I just want her to wake the fuck up and realize that going to a church function is what is best for a teenage.
I am going to bash her in the face. I ask her things and she goes "I dont know." Every fucking thing I ask her that is her answer. I sit in this house all week. And then during the weekend I like to do things. She will say yes to anything that I ask her, but when it comes to going to that church she says no. Because she is a dumb little bitch and wants me to go to that stupid church that I hate. This man is bald and has angled eyes. He has "thug" written against his knuckles. I hate him. I just want to go to bible quizzing this weekend and cuddle, flirt, and be Matt's for the weekend. Why does my mom have to do this to me. I just want to have fun and this is the last weekend of bible quizzing. I just want to cry. I want to pound my head against a wall. My mom is making me suffer. I am so sick of being a fucking minor I just want to get out on my own so I can do stupid little things like oh my goign to church for example.
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I am having a bad week.
I just want to get out the old razor.