am I doing wrong?
I feel like its a downward spiral with small pickups in between. I feel like nothing I try will help and I do not know what to do. I need help. Seriously. This is not me feeling in the dumps for just a little bit, but more like I have no control and have lost sight of what to do.
I was asked what I like about myself and honestly I could not come up with anything. I have really never thought that was but here I try :
Decent at guitar, loving, caring, understanding, sympathetic/empathetic, good talker, funny ( i think ), smart (if i care enough), willing to go out of my way for people (don't know a word for that). That took a lot of effort and honestly I cannot agree 100% with them all but that was a try. If you ask me what I dislike about myself then I might make bloop go offline with how long the file would be. But the one person that subsides the feelings...the things that I would like to hide, is now beginning to fade from my light. I wanna catch up but I am falling behind I think, a downward spiral staircase and I am slipping face first with nobody there to pick me up in between. I am willing to try for as long as I can and all help is welcomed. A year to come and I want years to go, so please please let me in your heart, my lovely home. |
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