I thought my life was moving forward until you told me...
This past week has just sucked.
My job sucks. I hate it. I am not being paid enough for what I do... but that's another story.
A few days ago, the 13th to be exact I wasnt feeling well. Sean came home from work in a weird mood and I just didn't feel like dealing with it. He was pciking on me, and everything. I had made dinner, and he and his mom stopped at the store and was an hour late home, so it was cold, and he had the NERVE to say something about it, so I went off on him and told him next time he can cook his own damn dinner, I didnt know they would be home so late. Well then he and Amber [[ a girl he almost hooked up with, but didn't who is now dating his cousin Matt ]] started talking. I felt kinda left out cuz I didnt know them all the time... Well they started talking about her past boyfriends and how she was supposed to get married to one of them, and Sean said "I had just broke up with Megan and I thought my life was moving forward until you told me you were gonna marry him". I got upset, becuase to me it sounds like he wanted her but had to settle for me... Am I right about this???
Well anyways I went and got into a shower and went to bed.
Then on the 14th I went to help his dad clean becuase he owns a cleaning business. When we got done, at around 9.30 I started getting these terrible pains in my side, so when Sean got home he took me to the ER only to find out I have a kidney infection AND kidney stones, and because I only have one I could have died. =(
So they perscribed me pain killers and antibiotics.
And then I caught a headcold.
Then today Sean and AMBER were talking... surprise surprise ... and he told me when I came home from work he was gonna take her out on his motorcycle.
Ummm. Hello. I think not. WTF???
Do I have the right to be upset???
Anyways. That's been my life for the past few days. Ugh!
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