my life at a whole

01/01/2010

my life has been horrible latly! first stuff gets around about me and this guy that is true but i dnt want to admit it because it was a mistake the thing is it happend forever ago so why is it being brought up now?? Then the man im madly in love with just found out he almost had a heart attac at 17 and i cant be there with him right now because i have school... i dont know what to do everythings going wrong i dont want to lose him hes my everything =*(