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internet confessional 3.0
by girlsetsfire

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so am i still waiting?

01/22/2014

since we moved, i haven't really made friends. i have one friend in town, from my childhood, and we've only gone out once. i'm not throwing a pity party, because the internet/texting keeps me in touch with all of my friends, and i'm sort of a homebody to begin with, but i'd be lying if i said i wasn't a little lonely/bored. today, i decided to do something about it. i put up a "let's be friends" ad on kijiji (like craigslist) and felt sort of like a loser doing so, but fuck it, we'll see where it goes.
i also contacted the local roller derby team. i'm not in a position to take on the fresh meat tryouts, but i have volunteered to be a non-skating official. their first home bout isn't until april, but that gives me something to look forward to. i emailed the girl who runs things, and she wrote back almost immediately, and seemed genuinely psyched to have me help out. i'm really excited, because i've wanted to be involved in derby in some capacity for a long time, but didn't have the balls to do it in toronto, not even as a volunteer/merch girl/whatever. i think this will be a great way to put myself out there and meet some people.

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You're being so brave, go you. Going this route with roller derby will mean that everyone will be rooting for you if you eventually try out because you'll be a part of the team already.

[amyStar|0 likes] [|reply]

I'd be lonely too. I'm sure the roller derby thing will be fun! Good for you for putting yourself out there.

[*Pixie*|0 likes] [|reply]

Oh my god, you doing Roller Derby is like...the coolest thing ever. That's definitely a PERFECT way to meet new people!!! I can't wait to see where that goes

[Kate.Monster|0 likes] [|reply]

I would totally be your friend! I hope you get some responses, and if nothing else, something comes of the roller derby. Moving is hard. Even when we moved to Seattle and I was going to school, it was still tough.

[FightingChance|0 likes] [|reply]

ryc: If it is any type of precipitation, Chuck loves it.

[Tiffany|0 likes] [|reply]

That could definitely be it. Even when he was still a wee little puppy, he seemed to enjoy the snow and rain. So you're right, it may be because he has better insulation.

[Tiffany|0 likes] [|reply]

TSOs are always needed!!! Any help at bouts, whether it's merch booth, helping the skaters get ready, etc is always needed! I start practice again Monday, I'm so stoked. AHHH DERBY IS THE BEST! you'll meet so many wonderful women that way.

[head.above.water.|0 likes] [|reply]

YES! i thought of you when i was emailing the girl. come play derby here?

[girlsetsfireStar|0 likes] [|reply]

I know a couple of girls who were involved in roller derby and they were so badass. I think that is a great outlet and will be a fun/unique way to meet people. Especially if you've always been interested in it- no sense in holding back now!

You could move to downtown Baltimore and then we could hang out! You are such a fun person Ange, you'll definitely find your groove. It just takes time, unfortunately. One day you'll realize you don't even know what it feels like to be lonely in your town anymore and it will truly feel like home.

[thebunny|0 likes] [|reply]

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