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Everyone is doing introductions… or rather reintroductions.
So here’s mine
So here it goes…
The name’s Kerry.
I’m temperamental and immature sometimes.
Working on that.
I snort when I laugh.
I find strange ironic things to be some of the saddest and most beautiful.
People think I’m weird.
I tend to be pretty obnoxious.
Usually in a fun way, but I know I embarrass my brothers and friends sometimes.
I’m 25 but you’d never guess.
Most people think I’m a lot younger than I am, and that’s partially my fault.
I’ve been told that I never really act my age.
Whilst I’m not entirely sure that’s a bad thing, it’s also not such a good one.
Seeing as a lot of 25 year olds I know are out at bars most nights and I’m home, trying to get my shit together.
I’ve made bad decisions about money and a few about my life.
It took me a long time to figure myself out.
I’m slow to change.
I still live with my family, all three of us do.
We have 6 humans, 5-6 fire belly toads ( I think one ate another one), 3cats, 2 Bearded Dragons, and a dog.
As well as various mice that scurry around the basement until JakJak, Viktor, or Rita (the cats) decide it’s time to go have a snack
Out of the 6 humans you will find three males and three females.
My dad, older brother Justin, and younger brother Colin are of the penile persuasion.
Crazy (aka Momma), The Mindie and myself are all card carrying vagina owners.
It’s an even split.
But normally the women win.
It’s understandable really.
Would you want to face down three full grown pissed off PMSing women who know a good place to hide a body?
We don’t always get along. In fact we fight a lot.
But it’s because we’re family and we love each other.
It works.
I’m a student at the Vet Tech Institute.
I love it.
It’s hard and I hate that I failed a class and have to repeat it.
But it was a much needed kick in the ass.
I get kind of bogged down in emotional crap.
I used to think that I needed medication to help.
Because I would get panic attacks and pretty sever mood swings.
Saw a therapist for a while.
A social worker actually.
I’m learning to cope.
Found out that a lot of the panic and mood issues were insecurity manifesting.
I felt lost and unsure.
Now that I know who I am and what I want to do it’s fading.
I sometimes get really nervous heading into new situations and still freeze up when I have to talk to strangers.
Still painfully shy sometimes.
I deal with it by writing.
I write nerdy fan fiction stories.
Just cause it’s fun.
A bright spot right now would be Pete.
I’ve know him for years and have been kind of dating him off and on for almost…5 years.
It dates back to high school and that’s all getting a bit blurry.
Anyway he seems to be growing a brain lately.
When I see him he’s more appreciative of the time we have.
He keeps telling me how much he misses me.
Holds my hand going down my (admittedly treacherous) driveway.
He’s honest and that tends to get him into trouble.
Either when he tries to avoid answering a question of mine, or when he’s talking to someone who doesn’t know him well.
He can be a jerk.
And I love him.
Just too scared to tell him that just yet.
I think I’ll split my intro into two parts since this is getting absurdly long.
If you’ve read the whole thing… I’m pretty sure you’ve got super powers.
Good night for now.
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