*sigh* Woo. What a week eh.
Wow. lol That was super weird. I just finished talking to Stephen. Yeah thats right, i said it, Stephen. I havent talked to him in like forever and a day and then he just signs on. Apparently he is in Korea and he is married to a chick named Wendy. Its crazy when i think about it. Korea, and married. Wow. Thats so weird. When i started talking to him though i didnt get all weird like i used to. Def. over that apparently. I cant believe all the crap i went though with that boy, god. I guess he is doing good though. Thats good, im happy for him.
Still havent said anything to my dad, still dont plan to. My mom was talking on the phone to Rachel who apparently, was in Kmart that dad and heard my mom screaming and was like no way thats no Hope so she kept going lol. Yeah it was Hope.
Im pretty sure my mom is fed up. She wanted to move outta state but I talked her into just going to a different city. Maybe Lansing, Russ might be our landlord ^_^. Im not really torn up about the whole moving thing. We might not even go it might be talk, but i dont think so. But its just a different city so i can still talk to everyone i know still. I guess we all need a change and after this week im burnt out too. Maybe a different city will be a good thing, not like there are jobs here anyhow. I know that if we leave the city ill most likely not see my dad again but i dont really care. Im just tired. I knew he was a duchebag all along anyhows, but the whole leaving once i turn 18 thing still is like wow wtf. Oh well we never needed him anyhow. I hope we do move, I could use a new start. I dont have school or work or anything. I told my mom that this house is to small anyways.
Well i dont really have much to say, just those short few things. Or whatever lol. Anyways that basically it...well im really obssessed with this song lately so heres to lyrics to it. Its a good song and it pretty much fits...i love it.
Shattered by O.A.R
In a way, I need a change
From this burnout scene
Another time, another town
Another everything
But it's always back to you
Stumble out, in the night
From the pouring rain
Made the block, sat and thought
There's more I need
It's always back to you
But I'm good without ya
Yeah, I'm good without you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Give me a break let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered
I always turn the car around
I had no idea that the night
Would take so damn long
Took it out, on the street
While the rain still falls
Push me back to you
But I'm good without ya
Yeah, I'm good without you
Yeah, yeah, yeah
How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Give me a break let me make my own pattern
All that it takes is some time but I'm shattered
I always turn the car around
Give it up, give it up, baby
Give it up, give it up, now
Now
How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
All that I feel is the realness I'm faking
Taking my time but it's time that I'm wasting
Always turn the car around
How many times can I break till I shatter?
Over the line can't define what I'm after
I always turn the car around
Dont wanna turn the car around
I gotta turn this thing around |
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