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things have gotten better lately now im just worried about money but im sure things will be fine. well that guy mike i was talking about hes such a sweetheart. but ive learned he really cant kiss lmao. ill have to work on that with him, it kinda worked out perfectly. me him james and danielle all went to the bar to watch the hockey game and i took his phone and put my number in it. later that night we went back to danielles to play cards and we sat on the porch for a while and talked when i was leaving he went out with me and we talked for a few minutes more and he kissed me goodbye. the next night we went to the hoedown together and he cuddled me and held my hand and kissed me he ended up spending the night and cuddling with me the whole time. it was nice. and i do like him but im pretty sure its not going to go anywhere. hes not working and he doesnt have a car. he is however going to school. but he wants to move to south carolina. and im really not trying to catch feelings for someone whos moving. and im trying to stay away from guys who dont have a job and car. because i want to know that if im with someone and something happens and i need to be taken care of he could do it. im not a gold digger in anyway but i want to know that i could be taken care of if i needed it. i would do that same for him but i dont want to start off that way. i really need to get out more so i can meet more people. i dont know.

i cant sleep again. i wish i had insurance because i would go to the doctors and get some medicine for my insomnia. not to mention i need to go to physical therapy for my back and i need to get back on my thyroid medicine. blahhh

alright time to go. night bloopers