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Doing my best...That's all I can do.
by Just_live

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Fell out of bed, butterfly bandage. But don't worry...

02/09/2009

I found out that my friend Taylor is going to be in town on Saturday and Sunday next week.
I'm excited, I haven't seen that kid in AGES! And we're suppose to hang out. I still have to tell Jake about it. But I figure they'll get along.

I'm making my doctors appointment soon. <3 I'm ecited for that too. Tajuana said that I should be able to hear the heart beat soon. I think i'll cry.
Jerimiah said that it was weird for him to get use to the fact that i'm going to have a baby.
He thinks it's weird for him.

I have a tiny life growing inside me everyday. In 9 months i'll be able to hold my own child.
Then i'll have a baby that grows into a toddler, which will grow into a teenager, and so on. The whole time looking twords me and Jake to help it make the right decisions. Teach it right from wrong. And be good parents.
I'm in a whole new world right now.

And it hasn't even happened yet. lol.

And people think it's weird for them.

I'm also trying to find homes for 4 puppies. I hope I can get some soon. They need good homes.
Put all that on top of trying to sort out my medical shit, get a job, get my damn GED results back, And spend time with my love and my friends.
Every day is tiresome.
Plus my boobs hurt, raging hormones, and getting ill when I eat.
I've been left tired, and odly, really happy at the end of the day. lol.

I don't know. Every day is a blessing I guess.
I'm around amazing people all the time. Me and my family are actually getting along.
Lifes pretty good.

<3

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i should be.

[.VampireღLove.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

Congratulations on finding out you're pregnant, etc. It's a very exciting - but emotional - time! =)
Click my eggs!
Adopt one today! Adopt one today!

[Stephanie|0 likes] [|reply]

i love hte movie and the book..even tho the movie wasnt the greatest but i bet new moon is goin to be tons better.

[.VampireღLove.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

They are starting to film next month and its suppose to be out november 20, 2009. Then they are goin to be filming Eclipse.

[.VampireღLove.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

yeah

[.VampireღLove.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

The latest entry explains it all.

[Bloop Ninja HQ|0 likes] [|reply]

I am in no way trying to be shitty..
I just dont understand why the sudden reason to care.
You said in your blog that we were asking about you to chesba and you were getting really pissed at her..werent you doing the same with cullyn.
We worry about you and we pray for you.
Mom and dad have changed sooooo much...
Its amazing...
Even though you're not apart of this family anymore we all still care about you.
Yes, everyone said things that they obviously didnt mean at the time because of anger.
I appreciate your advice and I'll take it into consideration..
You should def know I'm talking about Jesse..lol.
Its so obvious that I've never stopped loving that kid..and he knows it now.
So..I'm apologizing for everything I said.
It was ALL out of anger and being hurt...
I felt like my sister had just died off the face of the earth..
and with losing my Grandpa and everything..I turned all of it to anger.
So I'm sorry ok.
I'm not saying all of this to be your best friend either...
GAH...When I read about the baby and how Christy is the God-mom...
I cried so hard.
I couldnt help thinking that, that was supposed to be me.
But things change..
I've changed, you've changed...
No need to dwell on the past I guess.
Well I need to get ready for school. Bye.
P.S. After everything with Chelsea...I couldnt even look at Cullyn the same way for a really long time when I found out she was talking to you..

[Broken_inside|0 likes] [|reply]

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