he says he didn't do anything with the phone. but i still have my doubts, bc how did it just walk away? i miss my phone ... other than that everything has been ok. He hasn't seemed so distant, like he was. i still don't like when he goes out to do things by himself, like run to the store ... but i have to give him SOME space. we discuss things ... like how im still hurting, and he says that he is lucky to still have me bc people lose their spouses and children over drug problems and im still here with him. he told me that he is trying hard to get better and wants to have a good life with me ... i tell ya, it's been a struggle and a half. hopefully it'll all be over soon bc his medicaid went through and his apt with the suboxone doctor is Feb 2nd ... the soonest he could get in ...
this was just a small update ... i will write another entry tonight ...
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