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02/09/2010

i need an outlet - think this might be the place.

today was the second day (due to snow) that I didn't have to work with the devil, keck. hope i can handle it tomorrow if he makes it in - i don't like working with him and haven't for 5years - his latest thing is he is dating a 19 year old, he's 37 & so disgusting, he was married to his one time step mother, "stole her from the old man, hehe" , one thing after another with this looser, the cops have stormed the shop and taken him away in hand cuffs - can't stand him.

the snow has kept me from getting to my sweet wife's attorney to sign the divorce papers, rethinking that one, maybe I drag it out by NOT racing right in there to sign, it's been a long hard road for me this woman has about sucked ALL the life out of me.

I'm bored with life, i hope it's just the winter blues. I've thought about finding a doctor and getting on a lite dose of prozac. I am depressed. - would NEVER hurt myself but damn it's my turn to have something good happen, I am always getting kicked.