New mommy

04/23/2009

It has been three days since Sean Jr. came home and I am already wishing I had 4 extra arms that could stretch. I feel like I am always on the go trying to get things done or trying to make everyone happy. Even without a car my "to do" list is like never ending . I am not too worried about it or complaining. I will never regret having Jr. since he is one of the best things that has ever happened to me. Him and his father are the most important things in my life.

My sister is starting to make my mom upset again which is really starting to bug me. I guess she has been getting testy with mom a lot and mom is feeling like she may lose my sister. I tried to reassure mom that Jr. and I aren't going anywhere and that she will always have us. I think that made her a little bit happier. I also think when my sister gets home today from work I am going to tell her that she needs to be a little bit nicer to mom because mom was their for her when she was having trouble with her baby the first few days she was home and she needs to remember that.

I will admit mom may not be perfect but she has been a lot of help to both me and my sister when it comes to our sons. So my sister really needs to cut her some slack. I am really getting sick and tired of her thinking that she is the queen bee around this house and she can do whatever she wants whenever she wants. She knows mom's biggest fear is losing my sister and I or us being taken away and now that we both have babies we have kind of up the ante a little bit. So mom is afraid of either losing my sister and I or losing our sons or doing something that makes it so won't let her see our sons ever again. I personally could never do that to our mother. She is after all the person who raised us and who is helping us raise our own children. So yeah she deserves to be treated with respect.