Whyyyyy.

03/18/2010

Why does this kid send me mixed signals.
I dont think that he likes me I just think that he likes my bootay. Which I would be fine with if I wasnt a girl and I did not fall for boys easily.
So I FINALLY see Matt. I was so happy. But I was nervous and had butterflies! (: Like it was so weird at first. I did not even want to loook at him. When he was talking I looked at my sister and we just bursted out laughing because it was so weird. I mean I made out with him and now we are all like yeeeaa we are friends. How weird?
We said little things to each other but that is it. He grabbed my ass, slapped it, like 10 times in a row and I liked it. (: I was like yayyy. He was slapping me kind of hard though bahaha. I didnt mind.
He also put his arm around me and was trying to take pictures of me. He sat next to me and was saying little things to me. We also had this weird moment when we just stared at each and didnt say anything.

Mhhhm. I want to get laid.
Hormones are kicking.
Well, maybe just make out a little bit.
Cuddle, cuddle. (:

I was kind of distant.
I dont know why.
Hmm?

Friday I get to see him, Saturday I get to see him all day..
I am putting myself out there.
Just for the kicks of it.
Every though I just want to lay in his arms.