This will be my second entry. So my childhood wasn't all that great. Went through alot of stuff and with being an only child didn't make it any easier. Although in some ways it might be good so they wouldn't have to go through what I did. But it would of been nice to have someone going through it with me so I didn't feel so alone and been able to talk with someone about it. My parents always fought. Whether it was in the day or at night. The details are to horrible to type out let alone go through in elementry school. Trying to stop my parents from fighting. Things were always breaking leaving me in tears. I remember crying all the time. Crying myself to sleep and thinking I am all alone. Can't tell anyone what was going on at home. Not my extendend family, not friends but what could they do they were the same age, not my teachers, not anyone. I rarely close to never had anyone over my house not extendend family not even friends. It was hard for my friends to come over anyways because none of us lived by each other. We all lived in different cities. At least I could go visit and stay at my grandparents house alot and my aunt and uncle;s house. I would go to my grandparents house alot and stay the night either by myself or I would have one or more cousins staying with me. I would go and stay the night with my aunt and uncle and there kids, which would be my cousins, and have tons of fun. One of there kids was close to my age. We got along real well and she was one of my favorite cousins. For my entries I will use the name Mel for her so I don't give out there real names. Well I think I will save more for next time. Leave comments if you would like and thanks for reading.
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