I am still feeling sad.my heart is hurting looking for happiness but i just cant find it.it getting worst day by day things just keep taking a turn for the worst. it is just so unbelivable how many day i feel like crying cause i am still in the same situation is it ever going to end.i use to feel sexy. Now as look at my self i just see nobody like i am invisable.
i going to keep fighting but it is so hard. i feel like every thing i do is winding up to be a complete failure. what kind a mother,wife am i. i cant even be good to myself allowing shit to get in front of me from taking care of myself. y am going through this. i act like everything is ok when i am dying inside i need this to stop but i just dont know how. |