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This year about to be over
I know last entry I said I am starting over. Well, I don't do that because this year is about to be over. All I want to say is thank god because it have be a excuses my language, sh*t show. I was very much blindside and lost my job. I really don't know it I really want to go back to the job, but my family (my mom and aunt) want to. I feel like I am truly burnout about after losing my job. After a day or two, I started to feel some sense of not stress out. I just NEED to find a job that doesn't required me to be emotional stability. For 16 or 20 years, my (formal) job was a caregiver. Being a caregiver is not an easy job, many people might think it is, but it is not. I can tell you first hand experience, it is not, it is full of tired, hard, emotionally, physically, and mentally work. At the end, you will get pitiful, empathic, and sarcastic thank you that will let you think a tiny glimmer of hope of appreciation instead you don't get it. This job will break you in many ways that you would not even to think of. This job had break me into being emotionally and mentally burnt out. Also, don't get me started with the paycheck, my mom work for a potato company and they her double more than a caregiver gets paid. I could goes on and on, but it useless.
The Game Plans
I need a game plan for my financial debt free life because I have so.....many debts to pay off that when into debt collections, this is not helping me getting out of stress.
So, starting now and the years (so.....many) to come. I have to be realistic and stop fooling myself (unless I want it to be a sh*t show again)
- Pay off bills (PayPal, Etsy and Amazon)
- Pay off bank account (I got scam from a job, so now I have to pay back my bank)
- Pay off Credit Card Debts
- Pay off Student Loan Debts
- Save money (retirement, rainy day, and emergency funds)
- Save for future (kids and so on...)
I need to start putting my money that I have save in my cash app, Venmo, or Coinbase card. More likely my Venmo or my Coinbase card because cash app card I most likely send the money on books.
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Fundraiser Goal
$8,000 Student loan debt
Pay off Credit Cards Debt
$3000 Bank debt
$600 Etsy debt
$200 Amazon debt
$300 PayPal debt
Currently
Cash app Bank: $ 8
Retirement: $0.00
Rainy Day: $0.00
Bad Spending (Pre-Amex): $0.00
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