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sheissuffering's Diary
by sheissuffering

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07/27/2010

I'm way behind on this so may just write a few letters per entry.

Day 1 — Your oldest friend

Dear Kayleigh. We've known each other for 21 years and we don't speak too much these days, I live like 40 miles away from you, but we still keep in touch via facebook...You have four awesome kids and a great husband, seems like life really came good for you, hard work but it's gotta be worth it, right?
I always wanted to be like you when we were younger, you were confident with all the boys, pretty and seemed to have it all. But i know you made bad choices and got pregnant by men you shouldn't have, and we've never spoken of the abortions you had but I know they must have been horrible. I don't like to think of them.

Day 2 — Your crush / significant other
Dear Dave. Six years is a long time to be together, that's longer than some marriages these days! But I feel like this past year or so we've really grown apart. I don't think I feel the same any more - in fact I'm sure I don't. I still love you but I'm not in love with you...and I don't know how to tell you without hurting you. I've had really strong feelings for someone else; and every time you get abusive and hit me I lose more respect for you. You already suspect something is up - Ive never cheated but I think you know I don't feel the same any more, but I just cant bring myself to admit it - it will hurt so many people - but what about myself? I can't waste much more of my life being unhappy. I'm 25 years old and I feel like you've dragged me down - I could have gotten a better grade at uni if I wasn't spending weekends home with you, because you kept insisting...and I'm still working two crap jobs and have been for three years because you can't be bothered to get a job; working 70 hours a week is wearing me down.. and I don't know how you can't see that? You see I'm tired and worn out and say I;m working too much - but you leave me no choice. Surely if you loved me as much as you say you did you would get a job and I wouldn't have to work so much?

Day 3 — Your parents

Dear Mum and Dad.
I miss you so much living up here while you're all 40 miles away! I never thought I'd move this far away from Cardiff. I'm so grateful for you for raising me right with morals and values, and though some might think Im crazy, I'm so grateful that you brought me and beth up right. I want my own kids to be brought up the same way, not the way you see a lot of kids these days, disrespectful, spoilt things! I would move back home in an instant. I know we've had our ups and downs but it's never been anything really serious. I'm so grateful for you for paying for my entire uni education, and buying me my first car and I owe you big time!

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you're a sweetheart, thank you!

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