09/08/2010

So tonight was alex's last night at work...
it hasnt quite hit me yet that he's finished up, he didnt seem bothered really that i was sent home, waved but then carried on working but then i was outside talking to neil and nicola and he came out after he was sent home, we all talked for like an hour and a half and then it started raining so me and him got in his car for about ten mins, at least i got my goodbye hug and he promised to get facebook...hope he does!

annabel kept insisting that I told him I liked him but I couldn't - 1)cuz I'd make a twat of myself and 2) I'm with someone, it's not like I'm single. Can't help wondering now though if he's gonna be the one that got away kinda thing.. work's not gonna be the same now, though the only upside to this is that i get his job instore

I think i need to cry