your recovering. i know. and i am your support system. i am selfish to want you around and i know you should have stayed in rehab even though it was driving you crazy and making you more of an angry person. you've been clean for a while now, just living here with me ... you've changed a lot. your a better person than the heroin let you be ... and now i've fallen even more in love with you. i tell you that i trust you more and more everyday. and that i know your strong physically and mentally ... strong enough to get over the addiction.
but a part of me is still watching ... waiting for the world to be ripped right out from under me again ... im ashamed of myself for having the slightest bit of doubt. but you don't understand ... i have to protect myself too!
I see nothing wrong with having some doubts. It really all depends on how long the person has been clean, they do have to prove themseleves...that the addiction really is gone and they aren't going back to it. It happens. It will pass.
If I were in your situation, I would feel doubtful as well. Heroin is addictive beyond most drugs, and it is only normal to be aware of the possibility of relapse. I suspect you should not show your doubt in front of him, or it will cause him to feel less secure in his ability to recover. Good luck :]
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