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Shadows Of Fantasia........
by I Fear Who I Am Beco

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I'VE JUST LET THE LOVE OF MY LIFE GO.

05/26/2011

So she told me to call her. I did. We actually communicated and talked for the first time in a month or more. She's like the air to my soul and I was suffocating and now I can breathe again.

She said goodbye. She doesn't want ppl to have to deal with her open and closedness.

But before we got off of the phone..I told her how much she means to me. And that if she ever changes her mind, and decides that she needs somebody..I'll always be here. That will never change.

Then like we used to we just sat there, neither of us saying goodbye..For a split second it was just like it used to be..And finally I said bye Kris. And she said bye Trish.

I..Feel like I've just been shot in the gut. I love her oh so very much. I wanted to marry her, I wanted to have her children. And..I never told her that.

But hopefully she'll come back. We are so perfect for each other. Random strangers realize that lol. Idk.

Just sad.

She'll come back. She has to.

She can't run away forever from the real thing. I hope.

"Loving someone is setting them free, letting them go." ''If you love something, set it free; if it comes back it's yours, if it doesn't, it never was.''

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ryc; I always donate mine Last may I donated about 18 inches.

The salon I go to if I donate 12 inches or more the haircut is free, so I usually wait until I have about that much to cut off (my hair grows really fast lol) You should look into the haircut for donating, a lot of salons do the free cut if you do.

My stylist never gives me the choice though lol. He tells me "girl with hair this great, you are not throwing it out." So He saves it

[JellykaStar|0 likes] [|reply]

dude, she's really putting you through the ringer.

[Loving Ciaran|0 likes] [|reply]

How sad of course, I don't know anymore than the bare minimum, but goodluck!!!
Ryc: and hi to you too!

[.insignificance.|0 likes] [|reply]

That sounds sad ): *hug*
Cute pics, btw!♥ǝllǝ

[BellatrixStar|0 likes] [|reply]

How're you doing?

[3|0 likes] [|reply]

Good for you.

[quintessence|0 likes] [|reply]

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