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Shadows Of Fantasia........
by I Fear Who I Am Beco

previous entry: I'm Scared

next entry: I Am Not A Stranger. No I Am Yours.

gbk

02/19/2009

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REMOVE PROFILE Date:
Nov 12, 2008 12:53 AM
Subject:
RE: Your Bra..
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im sorry, i was asleep till that evening...andf in no state to get out of bed. thats what oding will do you a girl. i miss you

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Please Just Cut This Heart Out Of My Chest..xx
Date: Nov 10, 2008 8:36 AM


I have it. Didn't really mean to I just must have grabbed it ha.

I can'[t leave withought seeing you one more time just to hug you and tell you that it's alright.

But, if you can't come to the Greyhound station by 1:30 pm today, then I ccan't see you. I'm sorry.

I will love you until my dying day. And, beyond.

Always and forever my baby,



i cant call you, i dont have my cell phone anymore, i lost it in the bushes i was lying in. your gunna have to call me, and i really was aleep. my houseophone cant call long distanse, so its up to you. hope your ok. here is something i wrote on a blog...
ive been r4eally sick, i guess i shoud have gone to the hospital, but on sunday night/monday morning (3 am) i drank a 100% proof vodka, and then i became suicidal, and cut up my arms. really bad, then i took aprox 30 of my sleep meds, when 5 will make me pass out and grooggy in the morn.. i am lucky to be alive...i guess, but i regret it not working. i really do. there was blood everywhere, and i lost my phone. i am not sure what to do now, or where to go from here.

i love you my baby. i really am sorry i made you worry. i really am.
talk to you when ever.
love
svetlana

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Please Just Cut This Heart Out Of My Chest..xx
Date: Nov 10, 2008 9:04 AM


And, I didn't know what to say. God, I was so worried about you last night, and, I was running and driving around everywhere trying to find you last night. I can't stop crying even now..My glasses..Well, thehy are history. They are gone. I'm blind. But..I don't care, all that I want is you.

Please don't leave me either because you're mad at me or because you feel bad. I need you so much, and, I love you more than that.

Call my house asap.

1-570-374-2743

I love you Svetlana.



that is me too. in a nutshell.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Please Just Cut This Heart Out Of My Chest..xx
Date: Nov 10, 2008 10:03 AM


Moi.. 296 days ago

I fucking give up.



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hey i have a new account on myspace
www. myspace . com / svetlanas_angel
no spaces



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kat
Date: Jan 17, 2006 8:36 AM

Omg girlie how are you? I miss you so much!!

My number now is 1-570-374-2743

Omg, I love you! Haha, I haven't talked to you in forever!!

<3xx



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Svetlana's Angel
Date: Jan 16, 2006 6:40 PM

i have a new myspace it is www.my space. com / svetlanas_angel
so yea
i miss you
i really do
what is going on in your life?
i have written way much more about myself on my new myspace so yea go and please comment
*kisses*
Svetlana



Body:
hey i have a new account on myspace
www. myspace . com / svetlanas_angel
no spaces



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kat
Date: Jan 17, 2006 8:36 AM

Omg girlie how are you? I miss you so much!!

My number now is 1-570-374-2743

Omg, I love you! Haha, I haven't talked to you in forever!!

<3xx



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Svetlana's Angel
Date: Jan 16, 2006 6:40 PM

i have a new myspace it is www.my space. com / svetlanas_angel
so yea
i miss you
i really do
what is going on in your life?
i have written way much more about myself on my new myspace so yea go and please comment
*kisses*
Svetlana





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LOL THANKS BOO BOO IM JUS SITTING HERE LOOKING AT RICHIE CRAZY ASS AND LISTEN TO HIM BITCH ABOUT HIS BANK STUBS AND WHATEVER AND IM LIKE WANTTING TO DIE RIGHT NOW CUZ IF FUCKIN SOMETHIN GOES WRONG WED AND I GET LOCKED UP B4 FUCKIN XMAS AGAIN NOT LIKE ITS A BIG DEAL XMAS AND ALLL JUS ANOTHER DAY BUT I CANT DO ANOTHER FUCKIN MINUTE IN MOTHERFUCKIN WAYNE CO JAIL AND I WILKL FLIP OUT IM TRYING TO GET A RIDE SO I CAN GET SOME FOOOD AINT THAT A BITCH HELLLZ NO LOL AND I GOT TO GO HIDE UNDER THE BLANKIES BECUASE THE X WIFE IS ABOUT TO BE HOME JOY HUH LOL I CANT BELIEVE MY FUCKIN ASS IM INSANE LOL


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Trishy. AHA I dare you to call me that. Come on..
Date: Dec 17, 2007 5:03 PM


haha girl we cant be doing all those drugs and shit i really..i dont know what id do if anything happened to you. i love you. id do anything for you and you know that..tomorrow is gonna be tight girl. we CAN buy loads of alcohol tho lol. HELL YEAH.

Hah, I'm a good kisser? Thanks..Haha. I adore your tongue ring, haha.

Call me anytime girl, I love you. I wish you were here!! You're amazing.

What are you doing?

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: THIS IS WHY IM HOTT.
Date: 17 Dec 2007, 17:00



heyyyy gurlie lol i know blaz hahhahahhahaha what the hell were we thinking... drunk was fun with u too! u'z a great kisser i cant wait til tonmorrow nigga hahahha helllz yea and we aint gonna be blowin that shit on no drugs either i swear to god gurl im over here all fuckin nervous and shit i dont want anything bad to happen to me and with my luck the worse will fuckin happpen goddd damniitit lol well i love u i will probaly call u after nine so old sum bitch dont be yellin and shit but i really wanna talk to you about hanging out tomorrow ya know what i mean!!! luv ya gurll.
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Trishy. AHA I dare you to call me that. Come on..
Date: Dec 17, 2007 3:04 PM


Hey babe. How are you doing? You are amazing, I hope that you know that, lol..

Listen..Tomorrowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww I gots our money. I love you. I miss you.

Dude, I had so much fun with you, the other night..Hahhaa, Blaz...Ew.

You are seriously one of the best kissers, lol..

Anyways, we should get drunk again, soon. Would be fun, mhm?

CALL ME.

I love you, Laura.

Stay good.

If you want me to come pick you up, let me know. LOVE YOU. XXXXX






trish im fuckin sorry i hate my life i jus got out of jail are u in town hey im sooo sorry i shouldnt of done that shit, fuck fuck fuck. im sorry i miss u i neeed to talk to you. i was so wrapped up in my adiction i couldnt feel, i need to talk to u, r u around? hey im soo sorry. i love u and i know i was in the wrong. please try and call me or something, where r u at!?
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kat
Date: Oct 7, 2007 2:29 PM


Laura..Lol..Darling, stop avoiding me, alright?? I forgave you a long time ago, and, I love you very much. You're everything to me, and, you know..If you just would have asked, I would have given it to you..That's all that I'm going to say about the subject. I'd do anything for you.

I love you. Forever..

Are you alright??

xx


hey baby!~
im sorry i havent got back to you sooner i havent been on the internet in forever,,, im ok and i want to go to england with youforsure. guess what pauls hoe ass fuckin told kurt a bunch of shit so now he wont talk to me no more and theres nothing i can do about it i am so fuckin depressed i cant take it anymore but everythings going to be straight life goes on but i am seriously in love with him and i miss him.. o well i aint goin to sit here crying but i will call you as soon as i get a calling card. i miss you and i wanna see you.. how was ur trip? safe i hope. try to call me tonight if you get this., i loveee u i got to go!!


love always Laura





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REMOVE PROFILE Date:
Sep 30, 2005 9:39 PM
Subject:
trish
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i feel like dying and i want to stop cutting1
please help
i am scaring myself
i dont want ot live anymore!



To:
REMOVE PROFILE Date:
Nov 30, 2005 7:42 PM
Subject:
RE: RE: OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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nothing its just i miss you!
my home phone is 1 510 428 0125

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Shane
Date: Nov 30, 2005 9:37 AM

What's wrong darling?

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Svetlana's angel
Date: Nov 29, 2005 9:54 PM

TRISH!!!!!!!!!!!!
CALL ME NOW (IF YOU CAN ON MY HOME P..HONE

previous entry: I'm Scared

next entry: I Am Not A Stranger. No I Am Yours.

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