Fear by ~Blackbird.~

Seeking Peace
by ~Blackbird.~

Fear	11/11/2011

I'm a bit scared to begin down this road again, afraid of making myself vulnerable again, but a bit excited about the prospect of being in a familiar place yet it's brand new and making new friends.

I have a Facebook page but that's just where I keep up with family. You can't go there and open up. No one there needs to hear your deepest, darkest secrets. And trying to think about opening up on a blog just blows my mind! I just can't imagine really opening up with no control over who might read it.

I guess that's why I'm here, control.

Well, familiarity, freedom and control. I believe, because of that freedom and control, I will find it much more enjoyable to come and unload my severely over burdened mind on a regular, if not daily, basis.

I'm looking forward to the relief I am sure to find here.

~Blackbird.~

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My soon to be ex roommate is a ass and doesn't deserve it..

second floor..but the stairs are shielded from snow or rain which is nice

[Absinthe|0 likes] [|reply]

(hugs) welcome back by the way.. It's a great place to vent i agree.. I think all of us learned from the past and that's we've been downloading.. I know i have at least once a week.. just to make sure

[Absinthe|0 likes] [|reply]

Well, you can't fully control who reads, unless you go FO and totally trust your friends, but still, as a small site, there is much more of a sense of containment here.

Welcome back.

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sometimes opening up to a bunch of strangers is just what you need.

[ღ Indie.|0 likes] [|reply]

Hi, just let it out there and we will read it without any judgement. Add if you think we are giving you some judgement you have the control the block us. Because here you have the contorl. I also have facebook, I used it to keep track of my family and friends.

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