Suppose I'm due for an update. I don't really remember what the last thing I wrote about was.
The hubz and I are doing well.
Polyamory can be confusing to explain, and deal with, and navigate at first. At least that is what I am discovering. But we bought a book for my birthday and have been going through it. Opening Up: A Guide to Creating and Sustaining Open Relationships. I hope to get The Ethical Slut next 
Had I mentioned before that I recently realized I identify as poly? Hmmm... well if not I have now.
I have been beyond.... uhh.... oh fuck it. I've been really horny lately. TONS of porn. LOTS of sex with the hubz. I haven't seen my ex in 2 weeks because our schedules haven't lined up but when I see him it's on. Did I ever explain that?
My x and I dated before he came out as trans. So, when we dated he was a she. He hasn't had any surgeries or started T or anything yet, mostly because that is really pricey and not in the cards right now for him. Anyhow, so I guess the point is the person I'm "dating" is ftm trans. Still kind of working out whether that makes me bisexual or pansexual. In all honestly it is just a label and doesn't really matter I suppose.
That blurs the line with the hubz a bit, as the big rule was he would be the only man in my life. We've talked through this though and right now he is comfortable with us seeing each other, within his boundaries of course. Other wise it wouldn't be happening so I guess that was kind of pointless to mention?
Ehh, I'm out of things to really write about. That isn't true... I could write about my recent porn discoveries. I mean really... this diary is about open love and sexuality after all....
Fucking Machines. Google that. Watch the video trailers. I want one.... or five....
FTMs with Femmes. Google that. Well, actually don't unless you are curious about things or are into that. I found a site with videos..... a lot of that is really hot in my opinion. Kinda blowing my mind....
I have discovered I have a thing for women that squirt. Well, at least seeing it in porn. Likely because I squirt *blush* and never really knew it was kinda normal. Ahhh feeling like a freak....
Speaking of feeling like a freak.... check out thebeautifulkind.com and Crazy Dumbsaint of the Mind on wordpress. Love both.
Okay I think that really is all for now....
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