Well I hung in there and then saw where my faith led me. I took me to a place where I can be me again. My wife changed her mind and decided she was going to try and work on things a little more so needless to say we are back together. My Mom is moving down here Wednesday night. They came down this weekend and chelle and I helped them unload the Uhaul and move a few things around the house. They are going to live like 4 or 5 blocks from us so they can see the kids everyday if they wanted to. We are going to make it this time I think. I am happy and not one negative thought has come to mind as far as the relationship goes. She is writing now and I am listening to instrumentals from creeds song Arms Wide Open thinking if I should attempt singing it...lol...I am not sure how that would turn out but I may try it tomorrow after we get home from shopping. Anyway things have been going good so far, we havent fought we slept in the same bed last night and today all was good. I am happy but I am sure I will be depressed again due to my problems but hears hoping that it isnt for the same reasons that I have been lately. I am going to end this entry with "Never give up...We do not know what tomorrow has in store for us. Things may change, but they may change for the better. If we give up today not knowing what tomorrow has we may be missing out on a good thing, so hang in there it will eventually get better". |