We always wonder what it means when someone says they dont want to talk about it right now and then never talk about it. I have a hard time dealing with that. I try my hardest to not go to bed mad but then my significant other wants to not talk about things or issues that have come up throughout the day. Then she persists to say she doesnt want me to kiss her or touch her. And to top the cake with the filthy icing says we arent even going to sleep together...WHY? I dont know ask her she wont talk with me about anything. I try and try and try to make things better but how can I do that or right the things I said if I have no fucking clue what it was that I did or said? No one will ever know I guess...or maybe it will be me that doesnt know. I will never know. I guess I find another restless night after we went to Galveston Texas to get her sister, bro in law and 2 nephews she started this shit again. I love them and was first on suggesting they move up here with us because they were about to lose their place. Well we spent our anniversary on the road to get them over 12 hours one way and then back the same day! We had a very good time and I really enjoyed the trip except driving through houston kinda sucked ass but all is well. I just dont know or understand how a woman can be so moody when it comes to anything. That is how god made them I guess. Sorry if I offend anyone I really am not trying to. It just really sucks when I am bipolar with a few other mental conditions and I can try to control my shit unmedicated a lot better than one who takes their pills. I just dont know. I had a hard time in the past with it but am doing so much better now. I feel a jumbled mess every time she does this. She had a crying spell the other night because she felt like I was going to leave her so I held her and told her that she would never have anything to worry about because I love her and am in love with her and now she doesnt see that she is pushing me away? Its almost as if she doesnt really care as long as it is her who has these feelings. I dont know but I guess this is enough for now I am starting to even confuse myself hopefully not anyone else who reads this. |
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