&& So live your life
k so these past few weeks have been weard. iv still been weeping on the loss of my friends baby. its hard to deal with. i hate the fact that there are so many people out there that have a kid and dont take care of it show it no love and then there are all these people that would be AWSOME parents and lose a child! thats not justice but that is life. and i no that in a weard way thats just gods plane. he gives us what he knowws we can handle. but then if there was no stress in life and notheing to fight for what we the point of life be. so i dont get to move out untill may now. the apartment that i was gunna move into the owners said that it would be harder to do if your a collge studint because they go by ur parents income! that made me mad. my mom and dad are nmot even paying for my college but i guess its like a house hold thing kinda dumb! I got my fixin in of my neice this week. she was perfict for me the hole time that i had her! I LOVE HER I LOVE HER!!! and i guess i love my sister to but the things that she puts her self threw make me mad because its not just about her anymore its about her kid to. but i decide if i get mad about it its not going to help her out at all!
well its 1:00am so im gunna cach some zzzzs befor i got to wake up and go to school!