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walking down that road again
by xx B

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xx 1 i am here again....

04/11/2015

welcome back??it's been a while, a few years again.
i don't know why i am back, it's not like i have much to say.
my heart is full of anxiety, and i don't know why. There's so many changes in my life right now, and I don't know how well I am really handling it.Maybe that's why i'm back, i always seem to come back when i need to figure things out and don't really want to talk aloud to the people in real life.

I am.... a 33 year old canadian woman
I am a fiance
I am a step-mother.

and right now, that is all i see defining me. Personality aside.

I have a puppy, well he isn't a puppy anymore, but his name is Dexter. He's a pug cross and also a puppy mill rescue.

Right now I am not working and it's driving me crazy. I'm not used to it, first time in 16 years that i haven't had a purpose that way. I need to do something to fill my time. So for now it looks like I have chosen to come back to Bloop and write down my thoughts and try to figure things out.

I am thinking about going back to college, maybe accounting. I'm not sure yet, but why not further my education if I have the chance to, not necessarily the money, but i have the time... I would have to figure out the money later.

So my heart and my head are full, full of what yet? I am not sure. I'll get them out again, slowly, as this used to be my favorite place to be when on the internet.

take care all.
xx B

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Welcome back
sounds like you got a lot going on besides the job.
Accountant sounds great. I would just like to put my 2 cents in, and say, make sure, whatever you go to college for, you would be able to get a job in it. I have 2 master degrees and couldn't find a job.

I love it here and been around since 2003. take care.

[A RedSox FanStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Welcome back been here forever.

How you find what you are looking for here.

[stickbug7Star|0 likes] [|reply]

Welcome back. Who were you on here before? Same name or no?

[Darenda|0 likes] [|reply]

჻ೋ჻჻ೋ჻ Welcome back!

I hope you can work through all the changes you're experiencing right now in a way that is best for you.

[Belle Ivy RoseStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Hey we're real people in real life... lol Welcome back.

[twistedlady|0 likes] [|reply]

welcome back, wow canada, id love to go on holiday in canada
i hope writing in here makes you feel better and lets ya thoughts out x

[*Ariel*|0 likes] [|reply]

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