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by FO SHIZZLE:D

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bipolar bitches.

10/09/2009

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sometimes i dont understand drama.
Kay, well im in high school this year you know, and i've been craming for tests and such, and i've just been really busy, well one day i just go off the handle. People were worried about me, and one of those people were my best friends crush. he comes up to me and says "are you okay mallori? im worried about you." i thought he was kidding because i know he likes Jamie. And so i say "yeah." he's like "okay well im sorry your frustrated." Jamie got mad at me because he talked to me and asked me if i was okay. So were not talking right now. Im not worried, im just scared she'll never talk to me again..
I really didn't mean to do that, I hope she goes and talks to Daimeon about that.
So about flying off the handle. yeah i'm bipolar. .-. im scared alot of people will hate me because im bipolar, because they think i'll turn on them or kill em. Im not murderous. but the doctor said i was suicidal and didn't know it. i didn't understand that part but okay. and then like he said i needed councling. i said okay sure. and so my first appointment in on november 2nd. and 1:30. im sad. please help me.


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hey there. i am bipolar as well. ive had times where i thought people would hate me, where i thought id never be able to keep friends or even have a functioning relationship. truth is u have to work on yourself, get to know yourself, get to know what sets u off and what makes u happy. eventually you will find a balance and eventually you will find things that work for you. just always remember not to let what people think get in the way of working on yourself. good luck hun, you'll be fine

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Thank you. I'll try not to . im not promising anything,. but being bipolar is really hard.

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(random reader) Hi. I am not bipolar, but I do have massive mood swings as I am depressed. When I was diagnosed at it at fifteen, I never thought I'd get through school, let alone ever find someone I loved or have friends. But, as the previous commenter left, you do need to work on yourself and find that balance. It can be scary, and it is a long road, but if you keep preservering you can make it. I've only just found my balance, but I would advise the help through counseling. And you can find someone in love. I've been in relationship with my boyfriend for nearly four years now, and it only works because I tell him who I really am, and don't hide, worried about what he thinks. If he can not handle that, then he isn't right. I don't know if this helped, but I wish you all the luck in the world and if you have any more questions, you can write back. Kya-No Day But Today- Rent

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