so i have found myself wondering (not for the first time, actually) if my husband would be open to two things. the first moreso than the latter, but i still wonder. i wonder, primarily, if he would ever consider taking video of our moments. especially when i take away his sight. his reactions to me turn me on incredibly, and i love the fact that i have that kind of power over any man. after all, my sole purpose in life is now to do what pleases my partner. we would be the only two with copies, and no one else would see them unless explicitly approved by both parties involved. i love seeing and hearing his reactions to me when he cannot see me or what i am doing. he knows i am his to command as he pleases, and he also knows i have a rebellious dominant streak in me (some may call me a switch but im a true sub at heart) which he also quite enjoys. i do whatever necessary to completely please my lover. it pleases me to please him. always has. i will always be like that. ..............................................(/-\)..........................................and secondly, i wonder if he would ever be willing to share me. you know, like with another guy. probably not lol but i wonder about it. a lot lol. a helluva lot actually. i keep wondering what it would be like to actually do the fantasy i posted here a couple months ago. i know he probably wont say yes to something like that, which is why i am so timid about asking. its something i really would like to consider, and given enough time, i may even breach the subject with him if the moment is right. like i said, im still kinda shy about it lol. i will ask him about the videos before i ask him about adding another guy into the equation. but id still like to try both. for my own reasons lol. yeah i know. im a freak lol. but its ok cuz im the good kinda freak. the loveable kind who doesnt turn everyone else into a freak too. im the kind that everyone knows about and just accepts lol. or at least i hope i am.............. :/ |
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