FUCK YOU!!!!

08/29/2013

fuck you and everything about you. i am done with you for now. all lyou fucking do is play video games all fucking day, you dont have a fucking job, and you arent even fucking looking for one. i am biting my fucking tongue so much the damn thing is bleeding.. YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO GET PISSY WITH ME. I have a job, I pay your bills, I support your fucking ass, I buy you EVERY FUCKING THING YOU FUCKING NEED. so fuck you and your little attitude in the fucking ass. i am NOT IN THE MOOD for any of this shit tonite. ANY OF IT. im already fucking constantly depressed, do you really want to make me fucking angry too??? well guess what honey, YOU HAVE. and it was possible the WORST thing you could have EVER done. cuz guess what happens now? now, i am going to be the biggest fucking bitch you have ever seen. you thoought your fucking mom was a bitch? you thought MY fucking mom was a bitch? lmfao honey yyou aint seen a ddamn thing yet. my game has just started. you have not seen me anywhere close to my bitchiest. it aint my fucking fault you are a lazy bum who cant keep a simple fucking job just because you dont fucking like who you work with. guess what honey. yoou aint gonna find one of those anywhere. not even in your precious military. yoour fucking pride gets in the way now?? dear they are gonna treat you SOOO much worse in basic training. or are you gonna fucking flunk out of that too? I AM FUCKING DONE. bubbles aint here no more. bubbles popped. she gone crazy and she aint comin back. so you can go fuck yourself for all i fucking care. i am done catering to your lazy fucking ass and not getting a damn thing in return except more fucking stress. i am tired. sick and tired of all this fucking shit. i cant fucking take this anymmore. all i wanna do is cry, and go play froggerr and lose. seriously i dont even wanna live on this planet anymore......

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RYC: Thank you so much for your comment and advice. I know him and I desperately need to sit down and talk. And we try, but it always seems to turn into an argument or him just shutting down. He says he hates to talk about things because then it makes him think about them more. And I get that, but bottling it up isn't going to work either. I still know a lot (if not all) of what is going on, and I feel so helpless because there is absolutely nothing I can do about it. And I feel like lately I have to keep my own feelings and concerns about things with us to myself or else he gets all...idk, depressed. Like he'll start blaming himself for everything, putting himself down, etc. Blah idk. But you are right that I need to make sure he knows that pushing me away isn't going to work. I have told him numerous times that I am always here for him and will do whatever I can for him. But maybe I need to tell him that specifically too.

Oh, and I read your entry too. Sounds like things aren't going so well for you Remember to breathe and then to try and talk things out. And I'm here if you want someone to talk to as well. Maybe we can help each other out! <3

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Hehehe well I take that as a compliment because you seem like a sweet person to me! You took the time to read my entry and give me advice and such and that's sweet in my opinion! And you're right...."What's meant to be will always find a way." Today is one of those days where I really have to remember that. He wants his space today to try to deal with things in his life. It's killing me to give it to him, but what other choice do I have, ya know? Ugh sorry...I'm practically writing an entry in comments lol.

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