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Beyond Belief
by A RedSox Fan

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"I can see I can see I'm going blind" 23 years

11/17/2012

Today is going to be a fun day. I'm going to a son of a friend of mine's Bar Mitzvah and then the selebration after is at an expensive restaurant. I'm guessing the party will probably cost about 10K. There is also a dance floor and DJ so you better believe I'll be up dancing.

Today is also Karen's birthday. My twin's best friend's birthday and a friend of the family's birthday who I grew up with and is a year younger than me.

The lady who I grew up with, her name is Stacey. Growing up, I had a little crush on her and she was the first girl I kissed. So when I found out that for her 10th birthday, (1989) she was going to have her first boy-girl party and there would be some dancing, I was excited that I would get to dance with Stacey.
(break in the story...I had some vision at this point in both eyes. My right eye was the better of the two. With it, I could read regular print with reading glasses and the left eye wasnt so good)

However, a day before? maybe two days before? the party something was wrong, something wasnt right. I remember going to my parent's room and my mom was sitting on her bed crying. As I looked at the white walls, they were a shade of pink, the tannish blanket, was a shade of pink and my mom was too. I did not know what was happened. My mom said to me that I have to have an emergency opporation on my right eye. "the doctors are going to try all they can but they dont know what's going to happen." I had tears in my eyes. I was scared. I didnt know what was going on.

On November 17th, 1989 I would have an opporation that changed my life.
There was hemorrhaging above my right eye along with a detached retna. I had to wear a patch for 2 weeks straight. When I was allowed to take the patch off...BLACK! NOTHING! I was left totally blind out of my right eye, the better of the two.
My life was changed forever with a blink of an eye.

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I can't even imagine not being able to see. It definitely makes it worse that you had some vision before. I'm not sure which is worse...being blind 100% from birth or losing it after being able to experience some things.

[»Mrs. Evans«|0 likes] [|reply]

That sounds so scary, especially as you were a boy at the time.

Have a lovely time at the Bar Mitzvah. Do you know yet if Karen has recieved your present?

[amy|0 likes] [|reply]

I feel so awful reading this. As you know I highly respect you. So much so that I ventured down a very long hallway in the college that I was working in... Eyes closed. I remember ER how scary everything was... How loud, and I remember the smells. I remember people rushing past me and bumping into me. I remember hearing a few of them whisper about "that girls has her eyes closed" then giggle. I kept on. I remember how long it took me to manage a hallway I walked several times daily. I remember the relief when I was at the end and could open my eyes. Ill never forget that experience. And it made me respect you all the more.

[~Kimberly~|0 likes] [|reply]

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