So, here I am again. Bloop diary. I'm not quite sure why I am here, or what the purpose will be. I think I just feel that I need to write. I've been here before, long ago.. when I was this wild eyed newlywed to a solider. Im divorced now, with a kid. It's a foriegn concept to the old me, but then again, the old me has been reclassified quite a bit since then. I'm sure I'll talk alot about my faith, or the struggle with it. I do want to write about why I have come around to such faith, but I think that will all come along with place and time.
I work so much, a lot. Really. Im a photographer for a retail chain, it pays the bills.. but it gave me a passion for photography.. so perhaps I'll post some of that up... graphic design too. Ive been a designer for YEARS.. and actually, she doesnt know me or it, but Stephy (spelling?).. she had a layout diary.. it was pretty much my inspiration to take a leap of faith and learn photoshop.. a few in house design jobs and a client list later I'm rockin and rollin it.
I dont know what the community is like now, I know it was like any other place with the drama.. but see, back then myspace and facebook were barely around.. so, not sure what that bears on this community. Really, I dont think I'm writing for anyone but myself though. Ive been through so much and for so long found myself reaching out for just an ounce of attention or compassion for others and now I dont really need that. I hope someone gets something from it if they stumble on me... but this.. this is for me. My thoughts. My fears. My frustrations. Everything.. Im saved by faith, but struggle by the world  |
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