hello this is amy i started my diary like a year ago and lost internet so i only wrote a few entries but im back now and plan to write more since i was last on here my husband and i temperarily seperated his choice he slept with this girl i thought was my friend im haveing a hard time letting that go even tho we have been back together a few months. my other friend moved in with us and started acting like a jerk and telling my husband lies behind my back so she isnt my friend anymore she treated me shitty after i did so much for her shes not the one that slept with my husband tho. my kidneys are doing ok so are my overys i found out im pregnant and due in august but im skeptical because ive moved alot and havent gotten the exams i needed plus im not growing much and because of my overy issues my body acts pregnant when its not i had a positive test and stopped cycle thats what the dr was going on i hope its accurate im currently looking for an obgyn.my family still dont talk to me im concidered the disapointment because i made mistakes even though im not the only one its awfull how they treat me ive had a rough life and have no support except my husband but he does alot to purposly upset me. i no longer have friends everyone i had as a friend screwed me over in one way or another im tired of the drama i want more for my life but it just wont stop. hope you are all doing well | 
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i definatly know how you feel. most of my friends have done the same to me. its like no matter how much you do for someone they treat you like shit and screw you. i have 2 really good friends from high school and they are the only 2 i really talk to anymore because they do for me as much as i do for them. i really hope things get better for you. just try to think positive and it will help