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i am the smell before rain
by sunshine, love

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but the air is running out

12/16/2008

     f  r  a  n  t  i  c 

this choice. this decision.

too soon. too rash. too emotional.
this place
so sunny. so free. so far away.
the moving truck
comingsoon.comingtomorrow.

this time
   its a one way street
         && i can't turn back.

((never thought i'd want to.))


f  r  a  n  t  i  c 
like i'm making a huge mistake.
like i'm shouting over what was supposed to be my melody.
like i'm yelling so loud
(but eventually my voice will crack)

scattered. choking. clawing at the atmosphere.
i can't go home.
((it's not home anymore))




my dear, you had your chance
it's much too late to turn back.
((i know, it makes me sad))

p.s. i hate when tears spill out of my eyelids.
i hate when my heart burns in my throat.
i hate growing old.

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i like this.

[sexual powertrip;Star|0 likes] [|reply]

beautiful.

[A.Classic.DisasterStar|0 likes] [|reply]

amazing.

[burt.Star|0 likes] [|reply]

RYC:

Luckily, I'm no longer stressed and can chillax

[Harley QuinnStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Yeaaa, I'm inspiring. Haha.

ryc: I try my best, but sometimes that gets the best of me. I was never one to face my fears, so I suppose I'm pretty proud of myself. You seem to be facing plenty to.

[CHOPStar|0 likes] [|reply]

aww your soo talented, I wish I could write like that!

ryc: you should find me on facebook, lisa mccorkindale is the name, im the only one with that name.

[fields_of_empathy|0 likes] [|reply]

I do too.
The whole 'what is home' question is one I share, too.

I hope you figure out where home is now.

GL.

[Emma|0 likes] [|reply]

I like this a lot. Reminds me of exactly how I felt when I moved home after living away for awhile.

[*falling_angel*|0 likes] [|reply]

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