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Him_forever_baby's Diary
by Him_forever_baby

previous entry: Drama-boyfriend whoo

Upset

12/13/2008

I feel so diffrent, so alone.
Sometimes I wish everything would just go away.
I see I have it all, but I feel as if i have nuthing at all.
One day im perfect, the next im worthless.
I have everyone, but sometimes i feel like I have no one.
I see no one around me, But I cant see they think they all know me.
Im not who they think I am, I dont even know who I am.
I wish I did, I wish I could see everything from up above.
They say your a failyer, but I feel like I am doing the best i can.
I try, but I never get by.
I cry, but all you see is that smile on my face.
I wish everyone would understand, im not a bad person
I try to be what everyone wants, but it never turns out
it always turns out so so bad.
Please I wish that I could be me, but whered I go
Id do anything to be who I really no I could be.
Take me away, then bring me back I wanna come
back and take everything back.
I remeber the bright, but I cant see that light.
I never thought I would get a chance of happinest
but look now, I toke it all for grainted and Im
wishen I had everything so so far, I think it all gone.
I let everything go, how could it disapear like it wasnt even a part of me.
I want to be that girl everyone wants me to be,
But first I got to find out who I am first of all.
I need to stop worrying about everyone else, and start looking at my self.
I can do it, I dont need anyone but me.
Im going to try my hardest to be who I should be.
But dont try and walk all over me.
I know Im strong and I can bring it all.
But right now ive falln and I have to give it all.
Just watch me, I can be who I should be.

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