Figuratively speaking, if i were to rip open your heart, what would i see?
Jen, my animals, family, friends, and other things that I love. In that order.
How would you define the word miracle?
When something that isn't possible happens.
Have you ever witnessed a miracle?
No.
What is the nicest thing that someone could do for you?
Listen to me when I need someone to listen.
If you were stranded on an island, name 3 things you would bring and why.
Jen - cuz I need her, looooooooots of water - cuz I need it, and loooooots of food - cuz I need it.
You are given 3 wishes. You can wish for anything but for infinite wishes.
- To have a complete and happy life.
- I'd give the other two to Jen, that's all I want.
Who is the most influential person in your life, and why?
As of now, Jen.
Define love in your own words.
The ability to trust, and share everything with a person and the ability to do that for the other. Always being there, even when not needed. Sex. The willingness to give your own life if it meant saving them. And ALWAYS putting them first.
Have you truly ever been in love? If so, describe it.
Yes, I have it everyday in my life, with my best friend in the entire world, who also happens to be my lover, and it has it's ups and downs, if it didn't it probably wouldn't work.
Do you remember your childhood? Describe everything you remember.
I remember most of it. I remember all of our family vacations even down to the one I took in kindergarden with my grandmother. I remember spending most of my time with my grandmother. I always had one good friend, and a couple others. I remember my mother and I clashing, I remember my father being too passive. I remember when I first felt sad all the time in fourth grade and didn't understand it, and later running away and eventually going to a shrink who told me I had depression. I remember almost every night saying 'I want to go home', even though I was in the house that was supposed to be my home. My childhood wasn't all bad, I know this, but that's what sticks out.
Describe the biggest transition you have witnessed in your life.
I witnessed my mother and I's relationship go from aweful, to almost perfect, to aweful within the last 5 years.
Who in your life has hurt you the most?
Me.
If you could choose one person to live with who would you choose and why?
The person I'm living with now, Jennie.
The world is coming to an end. Who would you want to be with when it does?
Jennie, in bed, doing the deed one last time.
Give me a list of at least 10 things you want to do before you die.
Have a nice wedding, travel, figure out what I'm going to go into as far as career wise, buy a house - a nice one, have 1 maybe 2 children, watch them grow into amazing people, go to their weddings, be a grandparent that spoils her grandbabies, be with Jen the rest of my life, grow old and wrinkly with her, have a swing on the front porch to swing the rest of our life away on.
Is there anything you would like to say to anybody? What?
I don't like being talked to like an uneducated retard. If you EVER talk down to me again, I will never ever talk to you again.
How do you vent your feelings?
Talk to Jennie, blog, call up Kaitlyn.
Are you an open or closed book? Why are you that way?
Both, to the people who I deem worthy of seeing the open side they get all of it and then some, and the people who I see as not, they get the polite closed one.
What is something that very few people know about you?
That I harbor ill feelings towards people who most consider my friends. I forgive, but never forget.
How would you describe yourself to a complete stranger?
In a bunch of oxymorons, because that's all I am.
What is one thing you want the world to know about you?
That I am doing and will do my best.
Are you more optimistic or pessimistic? Why?
It varies. Mostly optimistic to the point where if I get upset I don't see it comming. For a while I was having panic attacks and didn't understand why until Jen sat me down and said that I needed to stop worrying, when I honestly didn't know I was.
What are your views on abortion?
Woman's choice, but really, it IS NOT a birth control form.
Are you a very biased person, or are you more open-minded?
A little of both. Open-minded in a whole, but sometimes judgemental.
You have $1,000,000 to spend on someone else. Who would you spend it on? Why?
Jen, because she deserves every penny of it.
What is your definition of perfect?
Whatever I feel like it is at the time.
Who can you not live without?
Water, Air, Food, Warmth, and Jen.
What do you believe happens when we die?
We spend some time on a spiritual plane and we are then reincarnated.
Do you think there really will be an end of the Earth?
Yes because either something will happen because of us or nature will take it's course.
Do you think that everything really will be okay in the end?
Yes, and if you don't believe that you're a fool.
Who do you enjoy spending most of your time with and why?
Jen because she always knows how to make me smile.
Do you believe in magic?
I don't know.
Do you believe that it is possible to treat everyone equally?
No, because if we'd try we'd just put the walls back up after a couple of years.
How do you see the world through your eyes?
It's an oxymoron - beautiful & horribly ugly at the same time.
How do you see your self through your own eyes?
Depends on the day. Sometimes great, sometimes aweful.
Do you regret anything? If so, what and why?
No, everything happens for a reason.
Do you really learn from your mistakes?
It may take a long time, but eventually.
Do you ever make the same mistakes more than once?
Most definately.
Do you have willpower to get what you want?
Yes and No.
How would you define living life to the fullest?
Doing all the things you want to do if they are selfish or not.
Do you live your life to the fullest?
Definately not.
What is your first memory of life?
I remember being on my dad's lap on a flight to Vermont. Very hazily - I was about 2.
How would you define home?
Home is where I belong.
How would you describe your life to me?
A bunch of oxymorons put together that were all true.
Do other people change your views or opinions?
Soetimes, depends on what it is.
What is the biggest obstacle that has gotten in your way?
ME!
What is the biggest obstacle that you have overcome?
Cutting myself.
Do you care about what goes on in the world? Why or why not?
I care way too much, and it saddens me that, me, as an individual can't do anything about it.
What do you look for in life?
Happiness.
What do you dream of doing, or becoming?
I have a feeling it will be in science, I don't know what yet, though.
Have you accomplished many goals that you have set for yourself?
I'm trying to get there.
Do you tend to procrastinate, or do you do stuff when you say you will?
I'm procrastinating right now...
What confuses you the most?
Irgnorance and intolorance.
You can be someone else for a day. Who would you be and why?
I don't know.
How do you acquire happiness?
Forgiveness and acceptance of others.
How would you define yourself in one word?
Ready.
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