I really don't know how to start this entry because it will probebly be all over the place. I am crying so hard right now because my dad just told me that the doctors are going to have to cut part of my mom's heel. She has been in the hospital for almost two weeks and she has a cut in her heel but it has gotten worse it has not heeled because the doctor said their wasnt enough blood flow going to the heel,the rest of the foot has lots of blood flow but the heel part is like dead. Right now I feel so horrible because my mom is crying and i dont want her to get more depressed i feel like a horrible daughter because i can't be there with them because of school. I don't want to cry in front of them becuase if my mom sees me crying she is going to be devestated and she might get more depressed . I don't want to lose my mom but i feel like she is just going to give up. i will finish this another day right now i feel so horrible.
-valencia
