Fresh Start!

It's times like these that inspire me to sit down and just write a load of pointless words that do not necessarily mean anything.
From the moment i step through my front door after a long day at work, i tend to grab my blanket make a hot drink and literally do fuck all. That is no life to lead.
I am not one to socialise, but in all honesty i feel safer when i am at home and in my own personal space.
Kick back with a book, or most of the time kicking ass in a virtual world on my xbox.
I wish i was a character in a rpg game, going on quests, interacting with strangers, good will and all that. but it is times like this, that i look at my life and think 'wtf are you doing vicky, get out there, enjoy yourself, your 25 for fuck sake' But no.
I need to grab some balls and believe in myself.
This is what i should be doing, i just need to train my brain to start taking risks.
At this rate, i will be 30 still living at home and being completely miserable.

Sorry to dampen people's spirits with my babbling but i calms me when i can vent!

That is all.